#CHOCKED

I can’t imagine how and where life has brought me ! 
This far from reality ? 
Or so close that I cannot sink in the reality!

I was a person , a strong believer of instincts ! 
Instincts that literally drove me crazy beyond conviction! 
But the instincts now hardly exist ! 
Existence is so mere so so mere ! 

This seems like a never ending dark cloudy night! 
A night that’s here to steal my breath ! 
A breath that hardly is just a mere body routine with lifeless instincts!
A life less instinct with no vision , no hope to look forward to! 
A hope that was choked harsh by the so called practical reality which seems to exist for our beliefs to tumble ! 
A practical reality which is beyond emotional quotient to accept ! 
An emotional quotient which has just the perfect breakdown with never wanting to reunite ! 
A perfect breakdown enough to sink in and choke your merely leftover life ! 
A life which is again the trigger of your vicious cycle of a never ending dark cloudy night !